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Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a peice of paper; But it's Empty

{/Different Faces of Individual --

Thursday, April 26, 2007 ( 7:48 PM )

Just a Glimpse.

A glimpse of the past.

A glimpse of the desired future whom ressemble the past.

I thought i will be doing fine, too busy for anyone to catch my heart, needless for any companions - she came. Her character blends with what will i go for. The feeling is different - liking someone. She caught my heart subconsciously. Frequent peeks were make, at times. Finding it harder to communicate with her compared to the others whom i try to socialise with - Special to me, she is.

How much would one seek into? How much would one get dejected?

Looking for the signs before seeking further.

I believe in two-way connection

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The new batch of MCs had taken over. Mark, Kevin, Jie wei and i step down from our respective post. Looking back at the past 06/07 being as a sports com assistant i had failed badly. Disappointing to me and to the rest of the MCs. Lack of commitment, delays, last minute, inorganise can be use to describe me. It was tough being a MC for me.

I know i am weak at this factor, i know many people realise it too.

However, some people just don’t realise how lousy they are before they lay a bad comment of me being as a MC to others. Hypocrite.

I do reflect on myself, i guess you did not.

Good luck to the new batch of MC. Don’t get to stress. Need help in any factor? I do my best to help okies? Supporting you peeps - Esp Lawrence! GL of Ding Dangs, you earn my respect! Hehs

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A mask lays within the brotherhood chain of mine. You was a brother to me. I once respected you. You help me in many ways. I do appreciate it alot, i really do - Esp pushing me up to be a GL. I will not forget.

You was a great guy, held in great respects by me. I adore you.

You wore a mask, you had a dark side. Those girls are fragile, innocent, weak. You took advantage of that factor and make the best use of it to satisfy your hunger. How many had you consume i ain’t know. I was literally shock, my heart skip a beat in every two beats for ten minutes until there was a point of time when i felt that my heart became weak when i uncovered your mask. I cannot believe it - my great brother is actually one of those kind but the facts are place right in front of me. What i know was beyond i can imagine.

Holy. You disappoint me, utterly.

Club is under alot of tension now due to the issue under you. So much backstabbings. 2 point of different views with hatred buring through em. I wonder how long will it last. Ain't gona care about this issue anymore - lesser friends you get. Hypocrite around.

Some people are bullshitting me now because of that hypocrite (another person. mentioned above [2nd paragraph] just now). Well.. there aint any person whom he yet to bullshit about. One day, ultimatly his the loser. Shall watch - when all things turn against you. Shall step your pride like shit - right at your face [Unlike you. Mother sissy - Backstab]. You mess with the wrong guy. Fuk Face.